Been a while...sorry

So its been a year since I struck out on my own. And all in all its been a good year, not everything has turned out exactly how I had hoped, but I guess I can't always get my way, but boy it's nice to think about!
Yes, I know I'm not a good blogger at all, I wish I made more time to do this, but aside from my kiddos I'm not the most exciting person in the world. But...I'm working on changing that. I have this plan to have something in the works at all times, that way I constantly have something to look forward to. So currently I have a cruise coming up SUNDAY!!! Going alone, but it will be good. Going to Miami, Key West and Calica Mexico!!! It's a christian cruise with the most amazing artist performing ie Casting Crowns, Toby Mac and the list goes on! I plan on getting lots of sun, but never been on a boat for an extended period of time so I have bought Dramamine as a precaution. lol
Next, is Mom and Pops wedding the first part of June!!! I could not be more excited!! They both deserve all the happiness in the world and something tells me they've already got it.
Later in June it is my hope that some friends from Virginia Beach will be hopping on a plane and heading this way, I hope, I hope, I hope. Then my kids and I will return the favor in July, because if I go to Virginia Beach one more time without my kids I have a feeling they will disown me, and I just couldn't have that.
Last year I vowed that I would be in Vegas for my birthday this year, so I'm not giving up on that, but definately not going there alone, I'm just not that brave!
So why did I feel the need to share all my plans? I guess writing them down makes me accountable to see them through. I don't know maybe that's it.
I'm sure this isn't all that entertaining, and to be honest I'm having a hard time with funny lately, but hopefully will be back to myself soon. Learning to live a life I wasn't exactly prepared for, but trying to keep in mind that it's not all about me. Right now its my turn to hurt, but there are others hurting more than me in this world, and I still have too many blessing to count. Have made up my mind that I don't want to regret missing one day of my kids at this age, because just like every age they have been so far this is my favorite!